Thought Disorder

Monday, September 24, 2007

HELLO PEOPLE I'M IN NANJING, CHINA.

Summary:
-Dongzhou was good. Nice house (I srsly stress this point, IT'S FRKN NICE) and DAMN ENTHU buddy with similar interests as I so all's cool.
-Nanjing is quite bad. Bad house and damn busy buddy with towering stacks of homework everyday so it's like I'm left to use the computer but AINT THAT GOOD HUR :D
-SHOPPED! Got the stuff that I wanted like posters, books, magazines, DVDs, CDs, STICKERS! No dunks though cos no real ones and I decided fakes are the most disgusting. Roar. It's okay(: I still wanna try to find an authentic Adidas store and get a jacket (think the prices range from $60-$80?) and um I need to get more magazines cause they're so cheap and cool here! HAHA. I'll see what I can get. Yaye but am happy with the shopping status. :D
-I took over 600 pictures with my failing camera LIKE GO ME. Will photoblog when I get back.

Okay so I'm trying to adapt to the house here I think I'll do fine. Like hey, it's only 6 more days to endure. You can do it, Flea. Go Flea. Meanwhile I'm also having fun here with CB clique hawh they're such fun pepul they so make my day.

I don't know how to end this.

I know, I MISS SINGAPORE MAN.

9:05 PM

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Hello world. Off to China for 18 days.

When I get back, I will
1) Exercise daily
2) Hardcore videos daily
3) Go afternoon-napping daily
4) Read books daily

Bye.

11:30 PM

I am flu-vaccinated!

Twas painful, and now it feels sore. I swear it's many hundred times more painful than the fever jabs I always get. I think the needle was 10 cm long because the nurse lounged it into my flesh for such a long time that I could feel the vaccine rushing into my veins. But, I'm vaccinated for a year so bye all those irritating flus and blocked noses :D Hahahaha.

AND I'M LIKE FACING A DIARRHOEA PROBLEM NOW, it's not the after-effects anyway. (Was it the freaking steamboat buffet from yesterday?)

Well if you didn't know I'm like 13 hours away from bidding Singapore goodbye for a solid 18 days or so. HAWH. I'm like, so excited? I kid you. And I'm like half done with the packing. I'm bringing this 25" luggage and so far it's like half filled? So I guess there's a lot of room for shopping. Yayezors. The only thing I'm looking forward to.

Meanwhile, I'll like miss the 4G girls (and Audrey's polaroid), the clean and nice toilets in Singapore that always have tons of toilet paper, the nice food we have here (omg carrot cake. omg caramel frappe), waking up everyday with a numb feeling (cause over there, I'll feel like I'm in hell prison), speaking English everyday, going for tuition to mock the o's people, and most importantly, watching videos! Omg I'm sucha nutter.

I think I'm gonna like bring my portable English-Chinese dictionary because my Chinese really suckzs. #%^*#%

Okay omg feltay just made my heart leap out of my mouth. TERRIFIC.

Ahhhh. I'm going to fill my Ipod + extra mp3 now. And pack later.

6:17 PM

Friday, September 14, 2007

LIBERATED AS OF TODAY!:D

The thing is, it doesn't feel like anything. No ecstasy and no relief. Chem was surprisingly okay today. Geog yesterday was a mad dash for time plus the fugliest, painful handwriting plus futile attempts to argue my points (I srsly am going to flunk LORMS) plus really bad grammar. Anyhow, it's a nice way to end off the terrible 1 month long exam so I'm a happy person now because I can now slack full-time+ watch videos + take daily afternoon naps! But how nice if I could stay in Singapore in the next 18 over days and go video-hardcoring and idle (!!!) my time away. Slouch on the couch, be a potato couch. And after this long term of mugging I've so thoroughly enjoyed, I hypotesise: STUDYING REALLY DRAGS THE MONTHS INTO YEARS.

I need a sakae buffet. No shit. Spamming from 3-6pm to take away the exam blues. (Cause the exams are over and I'm feeling ~~red~~ blue!)

I swear I've the most lifeless life on earth like everyone's having a ~~dolphin~~ whale of time out there and I'm stuck at home because I need t follow my mum to get stuffs for the trip and visit the travel fair.

Oh man I need to be slapped now.

I need to devise a way(s) to tide over the week in China without ft around to lend me her Ipod charger. Anyway the itinerary suckzs I'm SO LOOKING FORWARD TO GOING PLEASE.

2:54 PM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Omg I'm like super happy now because I received an sms from Yvonne :D And she was like, I know why you like Linzhiying already, he's darn cute.

:D

Okay I'm a total insane imbecile nutter for being happy over such a random and small matter.

BUT, LIKE YAYE SOMEONE SHARES THE SAME INTEREST AS I AND I'M LIKE HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY (:

HAHA WE CAN GO CRAZY TOGETHER. Anyway please go to sajc okay then you can help get the uniform for me :D

Work status: CHEMISTRY DESPERATE, ~~GEOGRAPHY CLEARED!~~

4:04 PM

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

WLAO TOMORROW IS A CHIONG-ING DAY.

OMG, I NEED A SLAP.

UM, LIKE FINISH CHEMISTRY IN 2 FUCKING DAYS?

ON THE OTHER HAND, GEOGRAPHY IS DRIVING ME NUTS.

AM GOING TO CHINA ON SUNDAY.

CAN'T WAIT- POST EXAM ECSTASY

SO DON'T WANNA GO - 18 HUGELY SHIET DAYS, ALL DEDICATED TO HOMESTAY + LACK OF COMPANY

GONNA FIND MY STUFFS TO CHASE THAT FROWN AWAY.

10:47 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007

我要‘放羊的星星’写真集!

I hope the bookshops in the destination I'm heading for have it. I'm gonna like scout for it next week. If not, I'll order it online when I come back :D

Anyway my prediction of "An Ominous Feeling For Monday" came true. Woke up at 7am today but I slept at 10.30pm the previous night y'know so that's like extremely laudable. So I was late yada yada. I couldn't see the SMALL clock in the hall and so I didn't notice time slipping away. The best thing was that I couldn't prove the dumb sum after more than 10 minutes of trying, got me frkn pissed off.

Yaye I just flushed 4 marks down the toilet bowl.

Woohoo.

Liberation of Felicia is on Friday.

I'll return to Math Class to mock the rest :D

9:09 PM

Sunday, September 09, 2007

This is bad hair.

And this is good
+ the darn cool earring! ♥

Like why am I so nuts anyway. I ought to die now. Math Mania Please.

8:48 PM

How good hair transforms you

DARN GOOD HAIR ♥

(click on picture to enlarge hawh!)

Shit I can't find any pictures with bad hair. But I assure you there's really bad hair involved here. I need a haircut anyway :D NOW I NEED TO GET OFF THE COMPUTER CHAIR AND GET DOWN TO MUGGING.

2:17 PM

I swear it's dropdead funny.

1:47 AM

One word I really wanna curse right now.

SHIT.

Feeling stressed, vexed, afraid, nervous, distracted, panicky, restless, aimless now. A rojak of emotions. Nothing is embedded in my mind and I hatehatehate this empty feeling I need my brain to feel heavy with knowledge!

MUST complete Geog, MATH (DUH EXAM'S ON MONDAY WTF) by tomorrow.

Hope next week will be a quick week to end this long-term suffering. Being penniless rocks infinitely more than being stressed for one month even before the exams started and then getting stressed over the ensuing 1-month-long exams. So all in all, I get two months of stress.

How worth it.

Why does this 100% cotton bag cost 43 SGD?!

ANYWAY I WANT IT SO IT'S EITHER PLEASING MR SANTA OR BURNING MY WALLET.

AND I ALSO WANT AVENUE Q'S CD PLUS RAINIE YANG'S NEW ALBUM.

12:47 AM

Friday, September 07, 2007

More post-exam getaways
-WATCH ALL THE 13 DRAMAS (&still counting) ON MY LIST
-Borrow movie DVDs from my foc rental stall ;D
-Pack my room and leave it in that neat state for the rest of the year
-Save money to buy MLS DVD! :) x)
-Mass watch videos in class with Yannchyng!

Anyway for once I'm super glad that I know how to speak Mandarin 'cause I can watch all Taiwan dramas raw w/o subs. LIKE FOR ONCE and I think it'll be the last.

Sigh x3 I hate exams x3 I hate this week of studying holidays x3 I hate memorising stuff that don't appeal to me x3

11:17 PM

I'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms.

-Feeling restless being unable to watch videos.
-Geog info can't be etched into my memory (See, I'm like super screwed)
-Constantly thinking about watching veoh
-Residing in an unreal world (Srsly, I belong to IMH)

I'm gonna start mugging chem soon because it's exactly a week away and I'm somewhere near the starting line only. And omg I really hate area under curve like I get a lot of questions wrong ): Maybe I should consider skipping the question during exams to prevent mental disorders.

7:46 PM

Thursday, September 06, 2007

要坚持。
要把握。

8 MORE DAYS. PERSEVERE.

How to combat the Itch
-SCRATCH IT
-DON'T SCRATCH IT

I'm like completed plastered with red itchy spots. Hell regret drinking excessive amount of ice lemon tea (I think that was the cause) so no more carbonated sweet drinks for me anymore, with the exception of bubble tea&Mr. Bean's soyamilk. On another note, I'm so dead. I finished my drama serial today (started on Monday) It was good, one of the best I've watched BUT FACING REALITY, I TOTALLY WANNA MURDER MYSELF. This week is like a week of prolonged suffering. Studying 24/7 is really ridiculous and I can't make myself glued to the chair. Ironically I'm seeking alternatives (like video watching, damn) and am glued to Youtube/Veoh. The weirdest thing is that I'm extremely affected by the videos, like they're real.

But hell no.

I'm thankful for the people around me who keep ushering me to mug, but I still succumbed to temptation eventually. To err is be human.

):

Pouring over the notes for Geog, there's like so much to remember. I'm not a 40GB hard drive.

9:34 PM

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Some people live in a web of lies. And they enjoy it.

Had good bitching + productive studying today :D All's great after the massive vomiting of swallowed stuff for the longest time. Hahahahaha. Yeah um I think I'm pretty allergic to sweet stuff afterall because I ate a sweet donut and drank sweet ice lemon tea from Subway and I'm developing the itchy spots. Itch. Anyway I found the black jacket BUT WHY ISN'T IT $30! Damn.

ANYWAY I WANNA KILL MYSELF + CHOP OFF MY ARMS + BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL + SLAP MYSELF BECAUSE I DID A SINFUL THING.

I STARTED WATCHING A NEW DRAMA SERIAL AND AM FKING ADDICTED.

KILL ME!!!!!!!

OKAY um after Chem remedial tomorrow I'm gonna make damn sure I lock myself in the room and throw my laptop into the cupboard and chain the cupboard up.

Sigh. (The show's like FRKN addictive)

10:31 PM

Sunday, September 02, 2007

I swear I hate Internet Explorer. So I've ditched it for Mozilla Firefox. Like hell, at least Firefox gets me connected to the web fast and IE's like, gone haywire or something. It just refuses to load my pages. Firefox made my day man :D

12:53 PM

Saturday, September 01, 2007

My Internet connection is giving up on me ]:

After exam resolutions (in no chronological order):
-Attempt to enjoy the stupid immersion
-Learn tennis after the million year wait
-Learn hiphop with 4G girls ;D
-Go swimming every alternate day and revive the tan
-Visit the library daily and flood my days with reading
-Throw my physics textbook away
-Head back to kovan to play bball with Amelia
-Go island cycling with Amelia!
-Watch all the drama serials in the list I've made
-Visit the DVD rental shop and borrow movies/drama serials to watch everyday
-Find a job and earn lots of money to buy Stussy Dunks
-Remind people who borrowed things from me to return them to me (I mean pester and hound them)
-Slouch around the house and lie on the couch, whiling time away

The not-so-holidays holidays are making me feel like holidaying. I mean this has been the most lax exam period I've ever had. Still watching Youtube now.

I couldn't resist the temptation after several weeks of abstinence (missing out on my drama serial was the worst thing that could happen). I need to mug but I don't really feel like squeezing those brain juice for geog/chem knowledge. Loads of memorising=Scary

10:05 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANNCHYNG :D

The best FTZ.

The best seating partner.

The most fickle person.

The funniest rumour spreader.

It's Saturday so I've officially slacked for two days. Going out for HEALTHY subway lunch every afternoon. Going home and taking a nap for about 3 hours. Bad. Come to think about it the Sept holidays are so short I don't think I can even finish mugging chem/geog. And there's something very wrong about my Internet connection these two days anyway. Le sigh.

My school is a funny school luh.

New Adjustments to School Rules

- Blouse and shirt MUST be clean and white (colour/black stains should be removed. Permanently stained shirts/blouses will need to be replaced with new purchase during Sep holiday)

Like what if I screw my uniform during a Chemistry Experiment. Maybe some black ppt gets splattered across my pearly white uniform. Fantabulous. And duh, who would want to wear a black uniform to school. DUH!!!

Funny school funny rules. But it's scary that the school's reputation is going down the drain. Hahaha. I'm not exactly the cause, but we all know who's the cause *shoots multiple fingers around*

Yesterday was teachers' day celebration and it was the norm again - boring, mundane, insipid. I could have utilised my time for more productive things like getting a caramel frappe, mugging, ~~sleeping, taking afternoon naps~~. It's nice to see the jc people coming back but guess our batch won't have the chance to be nice and cool afterall. We've the most fortunate and fun lives ahead.

Anyway I discovered that TY Beanies have birthdays. Like wow. I'm living in a mouldy well.

ps. You're so unfine you can blow my mind.

11:23 AM

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Felicia studied in Dunman High School, loves elmo, is a major drama addict and is a cake lover. She has quit coffee even though she loves it.